Before coming to Creare, I received a prophetic gift... 

For the season of watering... Received showers of God's love so that the seeds that have been planted will grow. 

In the week on Wednesday, Werner Strydom prayed for me, he prayed for self-forgiveness, He prayed for God's love. I received a breakthrough in a current aspect of my life. The Lord really touched me.

Thursday morning, I saw a picture and decided to draw and paint it... A cup overflowing... Not knowing that Werner would come on Thursday as well. He spoke about a river... Of living water... That is within you... 

That night, I felt so free, I felt the Lord's presence just overflowing...I felt His love... 

Don't give up. Stand sturdy. The breakthrough is close.

This week, we had a service where Werner Strydom gave us a sermon. It was an eye-opening sermon, and after the sermon, he asked those who wanted him to pray for them to come to the front. I took a step of boldness and went to the front. But as I was there I felt like I didn't belong and I should walk away. I'll Dodge this prayer thing, and I'll go outside. And in that moment, Werner announces: "Is there any one that that feels like they want to run out of the room and your arm feels numb like you can't move it."I noticed my arm was actually numb, and I did feel like I wanted to run out of the room. He asked again and I slightly raised my hand but he didn't see me then one of the ladies said her elbow feels numb and I thought 'okay keep on talking woman, keep talking, don't get the attention on me. But the people noticed me and pointed towards me and then Werner came to me and he started praying for me. I can't remember what he'd prayed, but all that I remember is that the Holy Spirit filled me up to the point where I just fell backwards, and it was as if I didn't have a body. I didn't have a physical body it was just spirit and It was as if God just took away all my worries and took away all that pressure that was on me and he just cut out the thoughts in my mind. I completely emerged in his spirit, and when I woke up again, I looked at the face of The lion on the projector. The devil started trying to nag me again with thoughts of I just wasted God's time. Someone else deserved that prayer and could have had such an experience. Someone else was deserving of this encounter with God. And I just told the devil to keep quiet and that I'm a child of God. Because God showed me that I am enough. He showed me that I am worth his time. That I am good enough for him to approve of me. I don't have to be the super holy person who studies the bible 24/7 and knows every scripture to be a part of Christianity to be his child to be his follower. I don't have to come with a list of all my accomplishments for him to accept me. He has already accepted me and I'm already seated at his table and I can drink wine and milk and I can eat bread at his table and I don't have to worry about whether I'm belong or not because he's already accepted me. He's already planted me as a seed in his garden, and now he's letting me grow, and he's pruning me to become what he knows I can become: a beautiful tree that has good fruits. I don't need to be a good tree that has good fruits for him to plant me in his garden. I already have an inheritance with him. I am part of his family.

One morning I woke up and felt in my spirit I should read Mark 8 - Where Jesus feeds thousands through the miracle of the multiplication of fish and bread. He had compassion on them and a creative miracle happened. I little while later I saw that my dayword was "creative miracles". The whole day my attention was drawn to God and His ways and working. I was asking God: "Show me where and how You want to perform a creative miracle today." The evening Nadia, my fiance, had a pain in her throat- going down to her stomach. As she told me, I saw A picture of her rubbing her stomach and patting her head and immediately became aware of the opportunity for a Creative Miracle to happen. I shared with her and asked if she would do it, she did it as I asked God to heal her in Jesus name. THE PAIN WAS GONE. PRAISE GOD! We were both in awe of this funny but amazing miracle that just occurred. Remember our God is creative and He still works miracles, step out in obedience and enjoy your God.